Life

you would never thought you'll leave a place know as well,

you would never thought you'll lost everything even if you think that not really important,

you would never thought you'll changed your mind you even uphold it much.

you would never thought you'll fall with a person whom you had been known him a long time.

This is life.

you can't know it what'll happen on the next second. 

and, i'm changing and i'm leaving.

you could never know that i'm so afraid that if i can't meet you in one days.

you could never know that i'm so scare that if i can't wait you anymore.

you could never know that i'm so fare that everything can't goes on anymore. D:

mummy told me alot.

i act like i don't care but actually i'm not.

is it really hopeless?

not him problem.

am i.

my background, my life, my part, the people around of me.

all make me became complicated.

but i never wanted it!

i want freedom,

i want happiness,

i want my smile,

i want him,

i want a thing which can prove KATE was alive.

i need a reason can make me alive!

take my hand and bring me away.