綁牙有怎樣？我就算有了這個鋼牙，我還是敢拍照！ :P

我拍，我拍，我拍拍拍!不是我自戀，是我很愛拍。:P

想要把所有我看到的，感受到的，拍下來。


下一站，幸福: 攝影，是將瞬間變成永恆的魔法。♥

還是想要一架相機. :(

Erika - 夢伴

煤氣燈不禁影照 街裡一對蚯蚓

照過以兩心相親 一對小情人 沉默以擁吻抵抗

一切的冰與冷 晚意借北風 輕輕的飄起長長裙

多溫馨 心裡 風中那笑聲 淌淚

# 嘗盡了失意的我 將一切都退去 再到這風中心中

竟仿似傷痕纍纍 然後再憶記起 當晚跟你在這裡

相依相擁中 交出的心早已失去 失去

已破碎 不可以再追 灑淚 Don't worry Don't worry Baby *

今天今天星閃閃 剩下我北風中 漆黑中帶著淚

念當天當天 跟他一起的每天

今天今天星閃閃 剩下我漆黑中 北風中帶淚悼念

當天的心 歡欣 再也再也再也不見 一切已失去 不可以再追

repeat#

repeat *

一切已失去

樂.緣義賣會.

大家. ♥

其實今天也沒有什麼可以說的可是就是感觸特別深。
對那個弱智的小孩對那個發脾氣又哭的小孩
當我跟隆去哄他的時候，也真的明白了，小孩都是害怕被忽略的。

其實，每個人都一樣，不是嗎？

我们 "赢" 回来的angry bird. :P

我最爱的女人. ♥

現在，我只相信她們兩個。

剩下的。

我希望有一天，也可以相信。

 

时间可以淡化一切。

我永远不想相信我昨晚看到的东西。

又是一篇完美的華文文章 

不要懷疑 

又是有那麼一點小小的事 

是我不想讓他知道的。 

結束了， 

什麼都結束了。 

沒錯。 

是我傻。 

是我笨。 

如果我說， 

我真的曾經相信，我會永遠在一起。 

你會相信嗎？ 

從初三過後我真的再一次相信一個人了 

你會相信嗎？ 

我們經過了那麼多風風雨雨 

為什麼現在一點爭吵就搞到現在的地步？ 

我無法接受。 

我無法理解。 

原來，我們之間是那麼禁不起考驗的。 

你能給的，也只有那你給不起的承諾。 

你我其實都很清楚。 

只是都不願意去接受。 

 這一次，我哭到我哮喘發作了。 

卻還是那麼痛苦。 

今天我去學校，希望自己沒有什麼不奇怪。 

一直想玩，一直想講笑話給自己笑一笑。 

說不定真的可以從心笑出來。 

也可以讓我不再去想。 

可是每次一靜下來， 

我就好想哭。 

我真的不知道自己該相信誰了。 

認為不管是誰都會離開。 

 我不知道怎麼了， 

看到我班的小魚卻什麼都講了。 

她還很好得一直安慰說： 

我明白，我明白。 

不耐了。 

真的忍不住。 

不想再裝下去。 

我好累。 

我的好鄰座（何潔欣），還在我偷偷流淚的時候。 

用手幫我抹掉了淚水。 

真是了解我的女人。 

沒事的。 

很快就會過的。 

我明白自己再也不會去奮不顧身得去愛上一個人了， 

哪怕那個人是你。

 short hair. 

recently feel that wanna cut short my hair. ><

but i don't dare. 

my long hair stay for two year. 

it's sooooooo hard to keep it longer. D:

new style better? 

i feel that i had a long time didn't update my blog. :x

yup, i'm lazy. :P

last time 19/4, had 130 per student came our school from taiwan.

they are so funny and active. :D

and the most important is they all are wearing teeth braces. 

in our malaysia, if you're wearing teeth braces, 

you'll let people saying about it as how much saliva their had.  ( ˉ □ ˉ )

but in taiwan, 

 wearing teeth braces is a very normal thing. 

they think if teeth ugly more disgusting. ( ﹁ ﹁ ) ~~~→ 

yup, same as teacher said,

our malaysian too care about how people looking at us so we all are FAKE.

and Grace selfhood really got a bit like me, 

even if i just know her in one days. :x

but we ady could play talk and do many thing together.

right? hao peng you.  :P

Grace, Lin yun, Rouxnel, Venus. :D

i have a good time and thanks for them let me realise that 

how big is the world and i'm still need be more prefect!

my luii________ Im joey. ♥

before teeth braces. :)

today i'm not going to school again.

three day and two holidays plus one sunday.

six day didn't go school, almost one week ady. 

very afraid that my study can't keep it well.

almost exam again. 

hmmm.

10:30pm started.

i'm so scare that time. ><

many people told me that it'll be pain.

actually...

not really. D:

it's no feel to me.

my dad still keep asked me sure or not?

he know i scare pain and have a bit xiao jie. :P haha!

but i'm fine now,

just really can't eat anything. D;

doctor said mine will be fast.

one years half enough to take off.

today 13/4/11.

that's mean next year 13/9/11 i can take off ady! :D

i'm expect it. :) my dream clear teeth. 

at that time, i'll use my smile to show to you all. :)

after braces.

not really changed much. o.O

parent's day finally gone. :)

i have a good time.

watching the video.

i love this much, even tough i don't know why? ><

kate, kuan leong and miki.

you guy must be surprise that KATE dare no wear contact lends to take photo. D:

i'm surprise too when i was back home think it back.

hmmmm, ugly.

but not that bad i thought before. :P

i finally can have a rest.

feel like the big rock on my body finally could be put down.

this two day i work at my sis shop ------ the face shop

really damn tired for standing for whole day and really much people.

:/

i need save money for my phone and camera.

must be stive hard.

the last day took at home first and wearing uniform. :3

love this. :P

still asked am i korean by people.

shy chin. xD

it's many problem between us.

i know that.

but, it's the only way i can do. 

i'd never let you go.

daniel lam.

everyone have a dream, and me too. today i talk alot with mummy and i think i really need force myself to be mature a bit.

ya, it's life. i must accept it and satisfy it.

i'm a girl have a wish, i want a digital camera take all the memories for everydays, every hours, every minute, every seconds when i still alive. i'm a girl have a dream, i want study aboard at far and far away from malaysia and look up how big is the world. i'm a girl have a hope, i want be with the boy i loved much, doing many stupid crazy sweet things and keep the memorable memories forever and continued happiness until i die.

i want a success future.

don't think that i'm just a girl,

i can do what boys can do too.

i need to be more strong and strong and strong.

Today is my lil bro birthday,

happy birthday.

time goes too fast.

i can't believed that he was 10years old.

Actually i knew, my lil bro even tough just 10years old.

but he very sensible.

because our background, because our environment.

so he must to.

be a kid give up toys and play, be a kid no noise no trouble.

today he cried.

it's so hurt to see him like this.

he just want dad and mum can accompany him in one day.

bro, sorry that your sis is useless.

i can't give you anything.

i brought a cake and a present for him.

but it's no use.

cause he isn't want me.

I SWEAR,

next year, i'll give him what he want.

he just a child.

i can't let his innocence lost it when he just in this age.

childhood is important,  i can't let him walk the same way as me in the future.

Today i received a surprise! :D

hak hak hak*

really damn shocked me! 

it's a secret present from my girl ----- JO LIEW! 

a elmo shirt again. xD

really, touched me.

even if our distance are far far far away.

but in your guys heart always have a place for me.  ∩ω∩

thanks you guys. 

i missing you. :(

my boy's house got a new puppy. :3

purple eyes! 

>< omg, i want it badly!

and he told me.

he'll brought one for me in the future. :D

it's sweet and i'm expect it. ♥

it's my life, my world.

even if it's sour or have a bit bitter, but don't throw it out.

longer and longer,

it'll be have a bit sweet inside. ❤  

這會是我唯一一遍的華文博文, 

因為我知道我的他會看不懂. :P 

這也是我不管到了哪裡都會面對同一個問題。 

我很累， 

我來到這里之後的生活給了我很大壓力。 

壓力大到我的大姨媽遲了半個月， 

最算來了也只來了兩天又停了。 

我一直以來控制很好的飲食也一下子全破功了， 

我又開始亂吃東西，不停的吃。 

這樣才感覺可以滿足我心裡的空虛。 

可是媽媽一定又會罵. :( 

當我知道那件事的時候，其實我很想大聲地問你為什麼？ 

我也有我的脾氣，而且我脾氣還很差。 

可是我忍了。 

我忍我忍我忍。 

我可以的，我習慣了。 

不管去到哪裡都遇到一樣的問題。 

我累了，我累得不想再解釋了。 

雖然我嘴巴說沒什麼， 

可是我的眼淚最後還是騙不了自己對 '相信' 的敏感。 

我不會去跟你解釋我自己， 

因為我覺得沒有必要。 

相信我的人 － 不需要。 

不相信我的人 － 永遠不會相信。 

以後的縱有一天， 

你一定會知道我是怎樣的人；你一定會明白你誤會了我。 

我會永遠記得這些心酸， 

等我滿歲，我一定會帶著這裡的一切，

帶著我的夢想，帶著我的眼淚和微笑__ 

離開這裡！ 

我會幸福的。

Life

you would never thought you'll leave a place know as well,

you would never thought you'll lost everything even if you think that not really important,

you would never thought you'll changed your mind you even uphold it much.

you would never thought you'll fall with a person whom you had been known him a long time.

This is life.

you can't know it what'll happen on the next second. 

and, i'm changing and i'm leaving.

you could never know that i'm so afraid that if i can't meet you in one days.

you could never know that i'm so scare that if i can't wait you anymore.

you could never know that i'm so fare that everything can't goes on anymore. D:

mummy told me alot.

i act like i don't care but actually i'm not.

is it really hopeless?

not him problem.

am i.

my background, my life, my part, the people around of me.

all make me became complicated.

but i never wanted it!

i want freedom,

i want happiness,

i want my smile,

i want him,

i want a thing which can prove KATE was alive.

i need a reason can make me alive!

take my hand and bring me away. 

The Time.be

i came to here almost 4month ady. 

if you wanna i describe how's life at here?

i just can say.

so STRESS. ><

i have no fun no play at here, 

just keep shopping shopping become more fashion only.

at first, i really can't used to it.

i damn miss kuching.

but now, i think it's nothing to me.

i'm 17years old this year.

it's time to change something and it's the time to grow up.

now,

i'm tried to be satisfy everything i had. C:

i'm strong. 

be cheer, be happiness. :)